Hey... you ... my friend... where have you been... do you know what is happening in my life... Do you know that I have had so much time in my life that I am scribing for the third time within a month... on the brighter side... I am reinventing myself again... I think this is the phase of my life when I have to make a new set of friends... change to my character... a new everything...
Oh yes... everyone changes with time... or atleast me yes... thats why I called my blog the moulds of time... I can quote multiple times that I have changed for good... mostly influenced by my friends..
I have never had so much time in life to try my heart out... Probably this part of my life is called as self-obsession... a rather complicated term would be loneliness ;), but that doesnt seem to exist anymore. I have searched the crevises of my brain cells to find out what I have craved to all my life... and I am completely loving it.
My Age 9 ambition to fly in the sky... I did the sky dive...
My Age 7 wish to learn guitar which stopped with the very first class - an average hindu family doesnt have interests in a guitar which was seen more of a christian instrument (How crazy is that!!!) well yes.. .i am starting to see my fingers getting numb holding the strings to the chords.
Pain cannot be so satisfying :)
My college time wishes to have a built body - never happened... I was too thin.. then once job set in I was adding too much fat... Now yes I am going to the gym everyday... how cool is that..
I don't know how long this will continue... but yeah now a part of my heart is overflowing with an energy of a different kind trying to fight the loneliness and boredom that is currently trying to fill my life...
Oh yes.. finally I found out why... this boredom and loneliness has never set in at anypoint of my life until now. Now I understand how my precious time of discovering myself was lost because of you my friend... No dont frown yet... a large part of my character was made by each friend like you...
Yes everytime I had new set of friend... my character got moulded... This time I guess it is for myself to mould my character... But I dont trust myself that much that I can do a big change to my character..
Well all said and done... time to reinvent myself... let me get going and see how long it lasts...
To ensure that I've listened to my friend who said my blogs were long... and I do a lot of write-talking... this one end's here...
Rest in the Next!
